free me from myself.
one year and one day of growing wings. i still can't fly most days, but they mean the world to me. worth every penny, i'll never regret you.
museum day with my friends. i have a strange addiction to taking pictures of beautiful chairs when i'm at musems. should've gone alone but had fun anyways.
i'm often reminded how lucky I am to be in this position. every new moment once felt impossible.
first minimum wage paycheck after being unemployed for ages hit and im buying everything i've ever wanted.
it feels like im trying so hard. every day. but its never even close to enough. ive done so much and yet I have so much more to do. i wonder if ill ever catch up. i wonder if it even matters anyways.
dont you get it? how could I not see you everywhere.
today i let the sun wash over me and divorce me from my sins. i always find my way back to my own skin.
how the most insufferable person you know if pulling up to the function.
i wish this moment could last forever. i find myself thinking this more often than i feel should be allowed the privledge. i know i dont deserve this, but i know that nothing lasts forever. i want to live. i have no choice. i'll run after whats mine until i cant run anymore.
yesterday I chose peace. it was a bad dream, but today my body is thanking me.
nobody is coming to save you.
i cut my hair too fucking short.
i don't think i can keep up with everything. the sun is shining but the waves keep crashing. i know how to swim, but the fear of drowing is everpresent.
two perfect things. id like to ask this moment to last forever. forever never seems that long. i never really know whats real anyways.
i look like shit. i feel like shit. this is how it feels. oh well.
i have no purpose and I think thats beautiful 🡭
two tracks giving me so much life this week. ill never stop listening.
today the sun came out to play, and so did i.
not my best day, nor my best anything. but getting better is all im asking for.
i tried on this shirt today, i really liked it. want it in a smaller size though, but i totally can't afford it anyways.
today I freaked out. my friend told me to be more in touch with my ideas and self, they think I should write things down more. I agree. But im also broke. and wanted to start a blog anyways. so here we are.
blood moon tonight. seemed as good a night as any.
i can choose to start again.